april 2010 will be a breath of new air, till then; its regrets.
i swear calculus's the only thing that i am proud of in poly. why.
let's breathe, everyone.
my mind is still on the 15% assignment submitted on mon.
what am i doing man. i know i gave my best. somehow, so let's breathe. for now, its studying for 2 tests next week, den HOLIDAYS. WHEEEE (SHOUT W ME WOBBBS AND BOBBBSS! ). school's been hectic, SIP's disgusting. what's new.
hmm, ah mei mei, happy 20th. u're joining me in the more-wrinkles-less-perfect-skin club :) im so glad we had a laughter filled chat today. over some nice apple crumble and salty mac's fries. i still love you okay. though we dont meet months on end, but u'l always b my fren till our grandsons play soccer together :) so be safe while u walk around japan n watch cute boys n eat nice sashimi. happy birthday.
anw, just something i like,
Sometimes Nothing
Keeps Me Together
At The Seams
Keeps Me Together
At The Seams
Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night, waiting for someone to take me home;
Known the way and still so lost
Another night, waiting for someone to take me home;
i do not fancy being emo. but sometimes, nostalgia crawls in, and u wonder if those sleepless nights, those salty tears, those burnt ciggies are worth it. and you know the answer; and you still do it. people used to say (not to my bitchy side, of cos,) : u love to laugh dont you, u are a very joyous girl. the number of times i heard the same repeated phrase but from numerous people being said in such a fashion as if all's from one. i love being happy, (those who doesnt, go to wobbles, she will make u laugh so hard ur sides wil flip within). but in these days of being 20, it seems increasingly hard. for reasons known to you and me.
i shall breakaway from these negativity. now, NAO.
i shall breakaway from these negativity. now, NAO.
you're like the swing set, im like the kid that falls.
cough cough, cough cough cough cough cough. that's all i hear from me, no more crazy exhilarating screams after exams, no thanks to water from W*. what a love hate relationship with W* huh bobbs n nobbs? :)
monday was one of the best days of 2009 by far :) dear fella went to rent a car, we got some real shopping done, and dined at Fairmont's international and Peranakan Buffet, man. we lived it up like nobody's business, and i guess it was a lovely change and we endured the moment when we gta return the car the next day. though just for a day, i will always reminisce the monday when we cruise around town with ridiculous erp on the expressways in a boring blue nissan sunny, but at the end of the day, 2 warmed souls with plenty affections and smiles to go around.
as we walk by this decision tgt dear fella, :) i hope all that's said will be abided and we're prepared for whatever may come. i love you fella :)
monday was one of the best days of 2009 by far :) dear fella went to rent a car, we got some real shopping done, and dined at Fairmont's international and Peranakan Buffet, man. we lived it up like nobody's business, and i guess it was a lovely change and we endured the moment when we gta return the car the next day. though just for a day, i will always reminisce the monday when we cruise around town with ridiculous erp on the expressways in a boring blue nissan sunny, but at the end of the day, 2 warmed souls with plenty affections and smiles to go around.
as we walk by this decision tgt dear fella, :) i hope all that's said will be abided and we're prepared for whatever may come. i love you fella :)
dont wanna go to bed mad at you;
dont wanna go to bed mad at me.
dont wanna go to bed mad at me.
study study. that's what's happened fer the past week. but all that aint getting in n its annoying me, uhhhh. i cant cont t do the bloody accts exam paper now, i cant focus.
been at city hall to mug n copy notes, starbucks never fails me whilst i study. from caramel frappe, now i do regular black coffee without sugar. The faint calling of aged years simply indicates the times that we hasnt realised go by. so much, so fast. the adrenaline that happened at C hasnt died off too, thanks wobbs, another funny and exciting day with you. haha, bobbs, u missed this one.
disguised feelings has always been a part of me, or maybe for the general humans. im nt saying im phony, but some thgs just gta live n let live. and apparently, some doesnt understand and we see all the fights btw couples, quarrels btw friends, bickering btw the hawker centre aunties. i, for one, hate to bicker. it only ends up terribly (in general) and breaks my heart, when i bicker with those i care for. tired of bickering, tired of not bickering.
good night.
been at city hall to mug n copy notes, starbucks never fails me whilst i study. from caramel frappe, now i do regular black coffee without sugar. The faint calling of aged years simply indicates the times that we hasnt realised go by. so much, so fast. the adrenaline that happened at C hasnt died off too, thanks wobbs, another funny and exciting day with you. haha, bobbs, u missed this one.
disguised feelings has always been a part of me, or maybe for the general humans. im nt saying im phony, but some thgs just gta live n let live. and apparently, some doesnt understand and we see all the fights btw couples, quarrels btw friends, bickering btw the hawker centre aunties. i, for one, hate to bicker. it only ends up terribly (in general) and breaks my heart, when i bicker with those i care for. tired of bickering, tired of not bickering.
good night.
happy valentine's to all the ppl who commemorate today, single or in a relationship, normal or not, gay or lesbian, daddies and mummies, enjoy today.
complete annoyance with ttb test. pls ah, teachers who wish to give out notes but doesnt test from the notes, pls stop testing our general knowledge skills with ref to your stupid module n give us a break from all the proj we've been toiling the whole sem. wna give us notes, u jolly well test from it n dont waste our time n energy from printing it, to filing it, to studying from it, SEE, we do study from d notes k.what a nice v-day gift from the teacher. i'd rather not, really.
for all the times i let myself down this sem and disappoint others, i cant apologise n get away with it again. now i treasure my year 1 days, when thgs n studies were so much simpler, but who doesnt grow from mistakes. with this entry i shall pull myself up, mug hard for the rest of the 2 tests n really hope for the best. i need a break, from all these madness, from all the disappointments i gave myself n from all the stupid crazy incompetent poly teachers. i feel like pouring everything out now, n give up all i have achieved, but its outrageously insane, n im better than a quitter.
for my lovely frens who made it through the sem with me, we'l go through 1 more year of shit and get on with all the beautiful things in life. now, i cherish jc teachers n how they spoonfeed us. those days leave me appreciating them with the kind of teachers we get in poly.
i rest my thgts now. tv time.
complete annoyance with ttb test. pls ah, teachers who wish to give out notes but doesnt test from the notes, pls stop testing our general knowledge skills with ref to your stupid module n give us a break from all the proj we've been toiling the whole sem. wna give us notes, u jolly well test from it n dont waste our time n energy from printing it, to filing it, to studying from it, SEE, we do study from d notes k.what a nice v-day gift from the teacher. i'd rather not, really.
for all the times i let myself down this sem and disappoint others, i cant apologise n get away with it again. now i treasure my year 1 days, when thgs n studies were so much simpler, but who doesnt grow from mistakes. with this entry i shall pull myself up, mug hard for the rest of the 2 tests n really hope for the best. i need a break, from all these madness, from all the disappointments i gave myself n from all the stupid crazy incompetent poly teachers. i feel like pouring everything out now, n give up all i have achieved, but its outrageously insane, n im better than a quitter.
for my lovely frens who made it through the sem with me, we'l go through 1 more year of shit and get on with all the beautiful things in life. now, i cherish jc teachers n how they spoonfeed us. those days leave me appreciating them with the kind of teachers we get in poly.
i rest my thgts now. tv time.
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